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Friday, December 14, 2007
someone remarked that im a complicated character,by which he meant that im a gallery of profound thoughts and a museum of abstract feelings.unfortunately,these two shrines of mine are heavily defended by my impregnable mental fortress,of which only a meagre few have managed to perpetrate.
sometimes,even i manage to get lost in my own communion of what my mind conceives and what my heart perceives.

honestly,im always rather apprehensive about our impromptu appointments since my suggestions on where to go and what to do arent usually a delight to ur palate.the evident frustration that foreshadowed ur reluctance at decidin to catch 'the warlords' today was somehow intimidatin and taunted me into silence when i had wanted to earnestly tell u that even the most humdrum of time can be the most endearin with u by my side.
cuz every moment we spend together is even better than the moments before,
and if everyday was as good as today was,
then i cant wait till tmr comes.

was initially suspicious of the recipient of the red paper bag,which i really shouldnt have.was initially skeptical of ur appreciation of my assistance,which i really shouldnt have too:a box of my favourite pineapple tarts and an affectionate massage of my shoulders were the answers to my presumptuous questions.
all u have to do is close ur eyes and just reach out ur hands and touch me,
hold me close,dont ever let me go

waited patiently for ur reply to my message,as i intently contemplated the validity of the cliche 'outta sight,outta mind' while peerin blearily outta the unpolished train windows.
an empty street,
an empty house,
a hole inside my heart.
im all alone,
the rooms are gettin smaller.

instigated by my antagonistic schizophrenic to launch a mental battle with ur fallacious perception of love,which's tantamount to u still being emotionally stalked by ur unpleasant past yet livin in denial.
so now i come to u with open arms,
wantin to hide,
believe what i say.
so here i am with open arms,
hopin u'll see what ur love means to me,
open arms.

lastly,have i ever told u
from the first day that i saw the smile in ur face,
honey,i knew that we would be
together forever.