Sunday, December 18, 2005
                                                          initially thought of postin those bits and pieces of my thoughts id save in my mobile that trailed me persistently throughout the past few days like a shadow,but i decided that some were too personal for ur viewin pleasure..after exercisin discretion in decidin what ur eyes are allowed to feast on,here goes nothin..
~151205~
maybe im naive,but are r's action a reflection of feelins,if any,at all?or am i deceivin my gullible self yet again,'seein what i wanna see'?
~161205~
a sour feelin crept into me when r mentioned that a special someone initiated a conversation online.am i dreamin and bein over sensitive,or did i sense r's excitement?
bein sick has been leechin me of my energy and sappin me of my strength,but that aint stoppin me from thinkin about r all the time..
is this all but a dream?gawddd..snap outta it abraham!!sighs..i dont wanna be led on a wild goose chase..i dont wanna..
~171205~
stayin over at r's house,but those naggin thoughts nibblin at the back of my weary mind after a long day at work are doin a marvellous job at keepin my leaden eyelids from droopin the slightest bit..
at this unearthly hour of the night,im the only one awake around,waitin for my straggled soul and lost mind to find their way around..
gawd..juz woke up with a really bad dream with mum kinda fallin off a buildin..
r's msn nic always seems to suggest nothin short of my intuition bein accurate,but i dont dare say for sure..
                             ~151205~
maybe im naive,but are r's action a reflection of feelins,if any,at all?or am i deceivin my gullible self yet again,'seein what i wanna see'?
~161205~
a sour feelin crept into me when r mentioned that a special someone initiated a conversation online.am i dreamin and bein over sensitive,or did i sense r's excitement?
bein sick has been leechin me of my energy and sappin me of my strength,but that aint stoppin me from thinkin about r all the time..
is this all but a dream?gawddd..snap outta it abraham!!sighs..i dont wanna be led on a wild goose chase..i dont wanna..
~171205~
stayin over at r's house,but those naggin thoughts nibblin at the back of my weary mind after a long day at work are doin a marvellous job at keepin my leaden eyelids from droopin the slightest bit..
at this unearthly hour of the night,im the only one awake around,waitin for my straggled soul and lost mind to find their way around..
gawd..juz woke up with a really bad dream with mum kinda fallin off a buildin..
r's msn nic always seems to suggest nothin short of my intuition bein accurate,but i dont dare say for sure..