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Thursday, August 04, 2005
hmm..*sigh*..things havent been totally right for me today at all..
slept pretty early last night with the intention of wakin up early at 4am to get some studyin for econs done..u dont have to be a genious to figure that i was too lazy to even move an inch from my bed..and of all things,i had a nightmare durin that extra one hour or so of sleep that i wasnt suppose to take..in a nutshell,i dreamt that meimei was shot and died..*sigh*..i was kinda badly shaken by it even after i realised that it was juz a nightmare..it flashed across my mind even while i was showerin..that one damn nightmare sure did shake me..
what happened yesterday has been addin weight to my already leaden heart..i've learnt from our past quarrels to keep my cool and not juz shoot my mouth,and thats precisely what i've been doin..but u juz dont see that ur actions left my heart bleedin profusely..i swallowed my pride to apologise to u,but u simply brushed me off nonchalantly..and as though to add insult to injury,u're goin to watch a play with j--- cuz j--- 'has already bought the tickets*..*sigh*..all i want is someone to dispell the overwhelmin sense of loneliness in me,and i was anticipatin u,but u juz walked away,but not before makin me feel worthless..
got pissed off by elvin..he's some guy from singaopre poly who got my contact details from a penpal column in some magazine that my friends coerced me into writin in with them to..itz far too coincidental to get blank msges and missed calls from the same person in one day..i expressed my unhappiness about it,and he had the audacity to flare up at me..hurh..and i kindly reminded him not to test my patience and use of the english language..btw,u'll get tickled pink if u read his msges..wanna know why?..hurh..ask me..
aint feelin too well..most probably down with fever again..and all those issues botherin me arent helpin much..*sigh*..two panadol tablets can help subside ur fever..wonder if 24 of those white tablets can work miracles and rid u of all agony as well?..mebbe itz worth a try..after all,there's a first time for everything..
*sigh*..never knew i'd crumble to pieces in times like these..